I can see the lies dance from your tongue to my ears Beautiful as they move; they still sway to different beats To succumb to this sweet serenade would be tragic As if what you twist in your mind does any better

Tonight I watched the perks of being a wallflower and everyone I was watching it with sat there misunderstanding the entire movie. I was so intrigued by how each character, each moment, played right into the next. Movies to me lately all seem like a swift kick to the face; a mockery of life itself. […]

I wonder where you are in times like these. Do you hurt like I do, ask questions like I do? You do such much more than you ever intended to have to and in return were left with this mess. Do you ever ask why me? Sometimes I catch myself doing this, I try to […]

Today I want to hate you. My insides churn at the memories my mind has on replay and I can’t help but sob in this broken empty home. I wonder what you’re doing, I wonder where you are. If you know that I’ve spend the last eighteen years of my life wondering when you’d be […]

My instincts told me to keep pushing her, keep questioning the suspicious behavior. I knew it was there and I knew what she was up to. Blinded by my own issues though, sadly I didn’t catch on quick enough. You’ll all tell me there wasn’t anything I could have done, but sitting here now with […]

Inhale the poison that eats at the woman I love, Pipe filled carefully with lies and sorrow, You fly yourself to a land above, And repeat the same steps tomorrow   You are gone, wasted and there is nothing left to give, Substance is your new goal, forgetting the rest, Don’t you remember your family, […]

Nothing hurts more than seeing others hurt

So lost in feeling numb, I told myself it was happiness Sometimes feeling neutral felt better than feeling pain Selfish to say the least, heartless to say at most. Been in the shoes of the helpless and hurt Fought to flee others from the bad eating at them Never recognizing myself becoming lost Becoming the […]